Swasikka was speechless on his lap. karthik who was drowned in his tears rushed to hospital.as she was hospitalised as she was badly injured. karthik took care of her lik his kid. as his care filled wit lots of love swasikka was getting well fastly.
ter was a knock at the door.
karthik "who s ter?"
silence prevailed. again ter was a knock.
swasikka was in deep sleep. he thought tat she ll get disturbed. so immediately he unlocked the door. ter was a man "sir... by god's grace my son safely entered this world without troubling his mom.. plz take this sweet..."
karthik "nice to hear this news" he slowly took him out of his room as he s much more possessive on swasikka.
both gentle men ver having good conversation. conversation turned into discussion as days pass on. both became good companions as both of their better halves ver hospitalised.
swasikka got recovered and about to b discharged. karthik revealed abt his new fren. she was curious to c tat new born kid. she was obsessed wit kid's attracting eyes. felt some familiarity in it.
suddenly karthik shouted " hi rahul.. meet my gal swasikka. she s completely alrite. v r getting back to our place"
swasikka slowly turned to him. she ws completely astonished, shocked, speechless, face turned pale, hands lost its strength, her throat experiencing a ball running up and down, sweating,.....
பிறை வந்தவுடன், நிலா வந்தவுடன்,
நிலா வந்ததென்று உள்ளம் துள்ளும்,
நிழல் கண்டவுடன் நீயென்று,
மாலை நெஞ்சம் விம்பும்..,
rahul's eyes became watery. hangdog air of retreating rahul made the air conditioned room warm.
Karthik alone was speaking wit gosh as his sweet heart was back. he bid them bye and held her.but she cant move 4m tat place. need to speak lots and lots. but couldn't.
but still karthik urged her to the entrance. she heard...
the lady (wife of rahul) talking to rahul "hey man, come. come here.wot the hell u ver ding ter 4 such a long time??? ur son made this place dirty. come and clean quickly. how long ll i wait 4 u. who r they? s tat karthik ur fren or his wife? y ur frens r coming here. if this happens again then i ll chop u"
swasikka was depressed to the core after hearing such words 4m her, though it was not in front of them. she was much worried as her love was being tormented badly. she cant hide her feels 4 him.
at home....
karthik "wot happened to u dear? r u ok? come on.. tel me. ur health s completely fine. don think of athin. don strain urself. just share ur feels if anythin troubles u. hope u hav somethin to tell."
swasikka's heart was drenched in the ocean of karthik's love and care. so it stopped her brain to work and made her 2 express everythin which ever troubling her. including her feels on rahul. she clearly mentioned abt her kiddish love wit rahul which had been completely vanished. she also expressed her deep, sincere, everlasting love 4 karthik too.
karthik was speechless, depressed, filled wit tears. about to leave the place. and she was bewildered and confused.
swasikka in her meek voice "???????? wot happened dear??"
karthik's face turned red and horror-stricken. he cried "am not a fool to spend my life wit a cheap second hand product. i don prefer such products in my day to day life too. how come u expect me share my life wit u. thank god atleast u said now. never turn to me again.!! just get out of my life.................bla..bla... etc etc..................(censored)."
swasikka was completely broken.
no words to describe her feels..
finally..,
ச்வசிக்கா சுவாசிக்க மறந்தால்.......................
again her parents gave hand to lift her.
she finally married her profession and sacrifised her whole life in social service..
failure in her life made her to reach the top in her career.
no more space for a man in swasikka's life..but still sometimes her strong love wit karthik which s everlasting in her heart blooms like a poisonous flower.
எங்கே எனது க்கவிதை
கனவிலே எழுதி மடித்த க்கவிதை
விழியில் கரைந்து விட்டதோ..,
அம்மம்மா விடியல் அழிந்து விட்டதோ..,
க்கவிதை தேடி தாருங்கள் இல்லயேல்
கனவை மீட்டுத்தாருங்கள்.....
maalai அன்திகளில்
மனது சந்துகளில்
தொலைந்த முகத்தை மனம் தேடுதே..,
வெயில் தார் ஒழுகும் நகர வீதியில்
மையல் கொண்டு மலர் வாடுதே..,
மேகம் சிந்தும் இரு துளியின் இடைவெளியில்
துருவி துருவி மனம் தேடுதே..,
ஓடியும் நுரைகளில் தொலைந்த காதலனை
உருகி உருகி மனம் தேடுதே..,
அழகிய திருமுகம் ஒருதரம் பார்த்தல்
அமைதியில் நிறைந்திருபேன்..,
நுனி விரல் கொண்டு ஒரு முறை தீண்டு,
நூறு முறை ப்ரந்திருபேன்...,
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